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- by Laura, August 11, 2008
“We cared for our corn in those days, as we would care for a child; for we Indian people loved our fields as mothers love their children. We thought the corn plants had souls, as children have souls, and that the growing corn liked to hear us sing, as children like to hear their mothers sing to them.”
Buffalo Bird Woman,
Hidatsa Indian, born 1839 in an earth lodge in present-day North Dakota

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As a Jersey girl, It’s hard not to give a nod to Julia Moskin today in The New York Times who did some wonderful reporting on the supremacy of the good old Jersey Tomato--make that the Ramapo variety. She interviewed farmers who described the “horticultural garbage” they encountered when trying to grow heirloom varieties for a market gone “ga ga.” Well guess what, Ramapo tomatoes--hybrids, bred by laboratories--are better. They resist rot. They don’t crack on the vine. And they have a wonderful balance of sweet and acid. No they don’t have pretty stripes like the Green Zebra. They are “nondescript red and round,” and this is a good thing--they are powerhouse producers with great taste. They are our heirloom here. I can’t help but beam with pride.
http://www.nytimes.com/2008/07/23/dining/23toma.html
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Wouldn’t I like to be a space traveler, too, with my Kitchen Aid bowl as a helmet and measuring spoon as my weapon? A bell head with a gong? A little boy rummaging around the kitchen, age 7, age of grace. I sense reality creepng in. But here, one blessed moment. 
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It’s amazing how fast everything is growing. We’ve got corn on the stalk. Lots of cucumbers and greenbeans. Early Girl tomatoes just about ready. Peppers moving along. Chard three quarters of the way there. More herbs than we can handle. And a serious Zucchini Situation taking over the whole thing.
There have been some real surprises with this garden. I didn’t expect it to be such a social event. But it is. People in the neighborhood frequently comment and look. They ask us how it’s going. Or they compliment our progress. Cool.

see also: Tomatoes at my Front Door
Not to be Forgotten
Life is a Bowl of Sour Cherries
To preserve Cherries.
Take two pounds of cherries, one pound and a half of sugar, half a pint of fair water, melt some sugar in it; when it is melted, put in your other sugar and your cherries; then boil them softly, till all the sugar be melted; then boil them fast, and skim them; take them off two and three times and shake them, and put them on again, and let them boil fast; and when they are of good colour, and the sirrup will stand, they are boiled enough.
American Cookery
“The First American cookbook,”
Amelia Simmons
1796
Modern Version
2 pounds sour cherries, pitted (try to retain shape but don’t drive yourself crazy)
1/2 cup water
1 cup sugar (more or less according to sweetness of your fruit, and your own personal taste)
1. Pit the cherries. It will take you at least a half hour. So relax and enjoy.
2. Put the water in the pot over medium high heat. Add sugar and stir until it melts.
3. Add the cherries. Bring up to a boil then immediately turn the fire down to medium and let cook on low to medium heat, until you have a syrup and the cherries are soft but not mushy. Test and correct sugar as needed.

I don’t know how I got by all my life without sour cherries. But it wasn’t until last month that I had my first taste. My friends Lou and Nancy turned me on to them, and now it’s going to be forever love.
I’m not talking about Nancy of Jellypress, but Nancy the owner of Orbis—one of the best restaurants around. Nancy is the kind of chef who loves to go pick her own fruit and catch her own fish on her days off. Since Lou (yes ravioli Lou) is retired and has time, they’d been picking cherries—up on a ladder and everything--at a friend’s tree. Well all this takes place a couple of weeks ago when we had a simple lunch of Lou’s homemade tagliatelle (made with a duck egg or a goose egg—something crazy but I can’t remember what) and Nancy’s beautiful Bolognese sauce.

Then, she brought out the cherries on ice cream and I was a goner.
Two days later, Nancy called me to say she’s been cherry picking again. Did I want some? Of course I did…. And so would you.
Do whatever you can to find sweet and sour cherries. If you live Northward, there’s still time. I got these at the farmer’s market a few days ago. Then I saw some in Whole Foods tonight. Find some today if you can.
When I called other Nancy—yes our very own Jellypress Nancy—to share my feelings about this fruit, I wasn’t the least surprised to find out that she was already a member of the sour cherry club. In fact, already painted put them on her counter—that finite midlife horizon of hers. When I saw these paintings I thought, oh my gosh, well really isn’t everything in that painting—just everything?

Okay, well, almost everything. The ice cream isn’t there. So make sure you go get that yourself.
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Not to be Forgotten

West Virginia Ramps
Ramps, cut in 1 inch pieces
Bacon pieces
Salt and pepper to taste
Hard-cooked egg slices
Parboil clean, cut ramps in plain water. While ramps are boing, fry bacon in large iron frying pan to the point of becoming crisp. Cut bacon into small pieces. Drain parboiled ramps and place in hot bacon fat with bacon pieces. Season with salt and pepper to taste and fry util done. Serve garnished with egg slices.
Mrs. Carl B. Hall, Jr.
Mountain Measures, A Collection of West Virginia Recipes
Compiled and Tested by The Junior League of Charleston, West Virginia, 1974
Ramps
To clean them, pull off the outer skin around the bulb. Chop a good bit of ramps with about five eggs into a frying pan, and fry them with about three heaped tablespoons of grease. Fry them hot and fast because of smell. Add a little salt, pepper, eggs, or potatoes in with them for flavor to your own fancy. Most important go into solitary in the woods somewheres and stay for two or three weeks because nobody can stand your breath after you eat them.”
Clifford Conner
The Foxfire Book of Appalachian Cookery, Regional Memorabilia and Recipes, Edited by Linda Garland Page and Eliot Wigginton, 1984.
This spring, a friend brought me a bunch of ramps she’d gathered in the woods near her house in upstate New York. She handed them to me in a plastic bag standing on the walk in front of my house.
Now, it’s not too often someone hands you a bag of some wild food she personally collected from the forest floor. Naturally, the gesture thrilled me. The oniony smell was intoxicating, and the green leaves were so smooth and gorgeous with their red stems that I immediately picked up the phone and called Nancy and told her to get right over to my house so she could collect some. I had a strong feeling that she’d want to paint them. I was right.

For those of you who may not know—ramps (allium tricoccum) are a special kind wild leek that is famous in the Appalachian mountains. And, listen to me now, they are also a national treasure.
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For on thing, they are the first edible greens of spring. And for people who once lived or still live close to the land in Appalachia, ramps have long been a source of joy and hope each April, greeted with parties and feasts.
In recent years, chefs and foodie fashionistas have fallen in love with ramps. Now you find cultivated ramps in upscale urban farmers markets and even some Whole Foods (so I hear). Yes, another poverty food gone chic.
As I looked into my bag of ramps, I remembered this folklorist named Mary Hufford. Mary spent a lot of time hanging out in West Virginia’s “Big Coal River Valley” back in the nineties documented the lives of the mountain people who, for generations, used the forest for gathering and hunting. She described communities deeply connected to the seasons and one another. Ramps as part of a larger world of quilting bees, the Baptist church—and, of course, the annual Ramps Supper in the “Ramp House” on Drew Creek.
You can see her work on ramps here. It’s just about one of the coolest things I’ve ever seen..
http://memory.loc.gov/ammem/collections/tending/essay4a.html
Not exactly the kind of stuff they cover on the Food Network, is it, now.
But back to the muddy ramps on my kitchen counter. How to cook these things? Of course I wanted to make them like they do in West Virginia.
I reached out to Rebecca Tolley-Stokes at Potlikker, who wrote me that ramps are eaten many ways--fried, plain, boiled, but very often with some sort of pork fat and eggs or potatoes, in a skillet on top of the stove.
So when Nancy arrived at my house, we did just that. First we fried up the bacon. Then we added some sliced potatoes and salt, then the parboiled chopped ramps, and then got everything a little soft.
To be honest, I wasn’t expecting much. I figured it would taste just like any other kind of humble potatoes and greens dish. But the truth is that the ramp surprised me. It’s a divine creature--complex, sweet, with just a little bite. A cross between onion and garlic. No wonder chefs love it.
Shortly after my first taste of ramps, I tracked down my hero Mary Hufford, now the director of the folklore center at U. Penn. It’s been ten years since she finished her study, so I wrote and asked if the folks in her mountains were still collecting ramps and having their ramps suppers. Here’s what she wrote back.
“I haven’t been to a ramp supper in a few years, but I think they are still holding them in southern West Virginia. My understanding is that ramp patches are increasingly harder to get to, because they grow in the high hollows that are being blasted away through mountaintop removal mining--a violent and extremely wasteful way to generate energy and is devastating to the communities living near sites of extraction. It is destroying a world class ecological treasure, the central Appalachian Mixed Mesophytic forest, and the habitat for ramps. It’s an unacceptable price to pay for coal, no matter how “cleanly” the coal industry promises to burn it.
“In such a historical context, ramp suppers and ramp patches bear watching as indicators of national political health and well-being—spring tonic for the heart, tonic for the democratic communal well-being.”
A tonic for the heart…. A tonic for democracy. Imagine….
Thanks Mary.
And thanks to my friend Joann for bringing me my first ever ramps.
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The following are photographs of the installation piece I made for “conceptual drawing class” here at graduate school out of the vintage recipe book that writer Dianna Marder generously gave me for a gift. (Don’t worry Dianna, the installed pieces are color copies, not the original!) The piece goes between my apartment kitchen and the studios in the art school. The first one is in my kitchen at the dorm . . . basically it’s a piece showing the handwritten recipe page as aesthetic object inspired by the essay “Reading the Language of Objects” by M. Anna Fariello. Fariello explains that an aesthetic object is a document (a map of the maker’s marks, and in this case, with particularities of handwriting, crossings-out and changes, fingerprints, etc.) a metaphor (since it is recipes, for sustenance physical and emotional) and also what she calls a “socially integrated object,” meaning an art object that is not set apart and rarified but rather part of the social fabric and of daily ritual (in this case, cooking.) As such it is capable of resonating on a deep emotional and spiritual level. With artistic intent of course. Enjoy! Captions below each photo explain a bit more . . .
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At home, recipes are recipes, but the second piece is installed as a fragment to draw attention to the page, not just the sentimentality of “grandma’s recipe” and what’s written on the page.

In between the recipes I painted images directly on the walls from the recipe pages, in particular the women’s names who are credited for recipes, so often anonymous and overlooked, here writ large and with some of the page details.

I was careful to cut out the details of things like the threads of the binding coming unraveled, to call attention to the details of the visual image.

They’re tiny on purpose as these are things often overlooked, constrained to the domestic world and not often considered apart from their use. I liked that you could miss them, and then when you saw them, they were fun to find, like following clues.

This one is on a door leading to an outdoor corridor . . .

Once you see them, they lead you along . . .

A few are blank pages to call attention to the visual language of the page - the underlying grid, the color of the aging paper, and the emotional response you have. For me it’s possibility in the blank page . . . the emptiness of ancestors gone . . .

They were placed outside and inside elevators . . . a quote from my statement: “The handwritten recipe page imparts meaning through implied or actual experience and process, echoes life’s impermanence, measures and maps a personal history over time that enriches a sense of identity, evolves through experimentation and changes in taste and availability of materials and produces a visceral connection to ancestors perhaps long gone.”

This one is one of my favorites. It’s for devil’s food and I hung it on the soda machine but it was a subconscious decision. My instructor pointed out the irony.

Wonderful contrast of aging pop machine and aging old recipe . . .

Once we get to the building with the art studios in it, I start to draw out the visual language of the recipes because now that we have left home and gone to the studio, the recipe is not just a recipe but becomes what I make from it. People stole them regularly. They are beautiful . . and the stealing became part of the piece - how the recipes were coveted and went out into the community . . .

Once in the art building the focus changed. Now the wall paintings draw imagery from the pages but call attention to the visual language more and more. They evolve as art evolves.
Once inside the actual art studios, I started pulling drawing elements from the page, like this script “p” so evocative, and the negative space of the rectangle that references the recipe page without showing it. This is about four feet high.

Here’s my last wall drawing, trying to evoke the old recipe without copying it . . .

This is a detail shot of the wall drawing. And a quote from “Reading the Language of Objects”: “Compressed inside its small material self, the genie of meaning, captured by the artist, is released by a viewer who willingly participates in the mysteries of making.” Coming soon: new paintings and a baking performance piece!
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Antique Recipe Road Show
Q, Can strawberry jam be made without sugar and without cooking?
(I came to the conclusion that in the 1800s, they may not have had sugar or pectin) Raw is better than cooked and NO SUGAR is certainly better than even one granule of sugar.
Thanks
Dawn.
A. Dawn, First of all, the answer is yes, absolutely, you can make no-cook jam with some pectin (a thickener) and eliminate the sugar if you wish--especially if you have wonderfully ripe and sweet fruit. I have a friend who makes no-cook berry jam in Maine and swears by it. I always wanted to try it myself, so if you have a recipe, feel free to share because I’d love it.
However, I’m pretty certain that you need the consistently low temps of a fridge or freezer to do it, and so these types of jams are probably of the modern electrical era.
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Were you to just set out your jam in a cool place, it would grow bacteria.
This is where the sugar comes in. You wonder if people didn’t have much back in the 1800s. In general, sugar had become readily available to the middle class people living in urban areas of Europe and the U.S, thanks to European plantations in the Caribbean and slave labor. (But that--and the whole big magilla of sugar history--is best for another day.)
In any case, sugar was not optional in making jam--it was essential. Remember that “fruit preserves” were invented as precisely this--a method of preserving fruit for winter before refrigeration came along. Sugar acted not only as a sweetener but as a preserving agent. Cooking breaks down the fruit so it can absorb the sugar. In some historic recipes, you also find the addition of vinegar for the same reason.
The only way I’ve ever seen fruit preserves made without sugar is when it’s been cooked and pounded into sheets then then sun/air dried and rolled up for the winter. This is called “fruit leather” in the old cookbooks. But also, I’ve read of Indians of the Northwest who used to preserve fruit this way. So cool. I’m sure you’ve also seen kids eating these under the guise of “fruit roll ups.” These of course have LOTS of sugar--a la corn syrup.
So in sum, my vote is that unsugared uncooked jam is a modern invention, though please if there’s someone out there who knows otherwise, correct me. I also think it’s probably more delicious--full of fruit flavor--and perhaps one way that modern recipes are sometimes better than old!
see also: Quince
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Yes, I took it with me. How could I not? When I found out that I would be living in another city for three summers to attend graduate school for painting, I made a small replica of my kitchen counter with the leftover tiles and packed it. I couldn’t imagine working without it. It’s been a part of my painting practice for three years. The metaphor of the grid, measured just as time is measured. Its evocative color and texture. The way it structures the painting. I also packed a bag full of my beloved antique and vintage kitchen tools. Little did I know that my painting professor had something else in mind.
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So as you loyal Jellypress readers may recall, I made a pronouncement on the first day of spring that we’d tear up the front lawn around here and put in a vegetable garden. Well, two months, three palates of stone, one borrowed rototiller, three yards of top soil, and several aching backs later, I’ve got some results to post.

We began the middle of May. First we had to bust through the sod. Unbelievably hard work. Next, we had to turn the hard clay soil. Now comes the point where I must say that my husband and I could never do this alone. This is a shared garden created with another family--our next door neighbors Arielle and David (there’s Arielle and baby Olive in the picture). And the hero of the neighborhood, Chuck, came from a few doors down to lend a hand (see him with the trusty rototiller). Note three pallets of stone on the sidewalk waiting to be laid down. Our goal was raised beds at a six-inch height, because the extra soil would be light, and workable. We didn’t want to use wooden prefab boxes because we wanted something more inspired in the front of the house. We got a bit obsessed with the stone.

Memorial Day Weekend. Turns out the stone we ordered to match the house was shaped more like boulders than flat building stones. It was not returnable. I began to sink into depression. But David allowed no such thing and instead asked for a sledge hammer and goggles. Before you know it, the men were splitting stone and grunting. My son got involved. It evidently was very cathartic for the guys in the group. People slowed their cars to watch, and the neighbors definitely took notice of our work--a mixture of admiration and pity. None of the dramatic chain gang scenes were photographed, alas. For a while, piles of broken stones were everywhere, and it was a bit worrisome. Were we fools? Was it possible? Could we build these walls? But here you see it all tidily falling into place. This is the view from my front door. Stones laid by committee. And then several wheelbarrows of top soil, manure, peat, and fertilizer put down by garden hero David.
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Progress! We can’t believe we did it.

Here are our beets, coming up.

And here is our first heirloom tomato (black prince), coming from flower to fruit.

We put in a tee-pee for climbing beans.

These are baccicia beans just pushing out of their shells toward the sun. These seeds were sent to me by a reader of “Lost Ravioli” from Napa. More than a hundred years ago, Italians brought these beans to California.
We’ve also got carrots, corn, broccoli, spinach, chard, and many kinds of peppers and herbs growing, amongst flowers. This is borage… a very “not to be forgotten” vegetable with many many uses. Both leaf and flower are edible. And the bright blue flowers are beautiful. Now each day when I open my front door, I see theater and drama. Things are happening. It is a fascination and a joy.

see also: Vegetables in the Front Yard
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I like nature just fine. But I like to sleep with a roof over my head.
Well, guess what?
Husband likes to camp. Normally I send him off without me, along with one of our sons. But a couple of weeks ago, I tried to be a good sport and go sleep in a tent on a family weekend in the woods.
It rained. It was cold--like forty degrees at night, and there were moments when you could say I had a rather negative attitude. But the setting--green green spring of the Catskills--was gorgeous.
And of course I took the opportunity to cook breakfast over the campfire. My first ever.

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Cooking with fire makes you think about just how recent it is in human history that we have had stoves.

Usually the fire is too hot. Or it’s too cold. It needs a lot of attention if you’re not used to it.
You get smoke in your eyes, and your clothes smell. Also, the warmth of the fire, I can assure you, doesn’t reach terrible far.
Still, there was a certain triumph to finally getting the eggs to boil. I felt as hough I’d really accomplished something.
There were really some beautiful moments on our trip.

And of course this:

And this:

And then the rain came.
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Lina knew I’d love this one. She’s my friend who is a real estate agent here in town and she’d just got a new listing for a house—all renovated and done-up with granite countertops, happy colors, shiny floors and new siding—in short, all history covered over so that it was hard to even guess when the house was built. But wait, deep in the dark basement—a big old secret remained. It was too huge to erase. A clue to the house. Was it? Could it be?
Yes, a gigantic wine press cemented into the basement wall. With the owners’ blessing, Lina brought me in to peek. It was an enormous thing—used now as a storage shelf. We had fun taking down boxes of outgrown toys so we could photograph it--imagining sweaty scenes of bare feet stomping grapes and immigrant families laboring down here decades ago—the smell of ferment in the air along with the trills of some dialect we could never understand.
But when did this all happen? And whose winepress had it been? And—perhaps the most interesting question--why was it located in a predominantly African American neighborhood?
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A little research and I became sure that the winepress belonged to an Italian family. Not too surprising.
Italian laborers immigrated to this town more than a hundred years ago, hired to dig the original water and sewer lines and lay railroad track. They were housed in tents and barracks in open lots, and some local church documents describe them making huge bonfires at night and singing in their camps. Most wanted to make money and go back home to Italy. But eventually many stayed and saved enough money to buy houses. The winepress probably comes from the time period--somewhere between 1900 and World War II. But of course, winemaking itself goes back in the Mediterranean to the dawn of recorded history there.
And so that winepress got me to thinking about migrations—perhaps the most fascinating aspect of all human history for me. What we take with us and what we leave behind. And how the migrations never end.
Four million Italians came to American between 1880 and 1920. (The entire population of Italy was only around 15 million). Then seven million African Americans came up from the American South to the North, as part of the Great Migration—between 1910 to 1970. And before this, the huge forced migration from Africa that began in the early 1600s.
Many Italians fled their neighborhoods when African Americans moved in. They did so out of racism and out of fear. The irony is, however, that once Italians left their immigrant neighborhoods and moved to the suburbs, they dispersed into the vast American culture and usually began to lose their ethnic identity, having children who would not grow up in the neighborhood enclaves hearing dialect, listening to the old people tell stories, and making wine in the basement.
And now the African American neighborhoods too are changing--becoming less connected--as children grow and move away and newcomers move in. Lina tells me it is mostly young professionals now interested in this house, which is located close to the train to New York.
Do I sound nostalgic? Not really. Life constantly moves forward. But that winepress got to me—a big immovable hunk of concrete shaped into the very foundation of a home.
Too big to move. It had to be left behind.
Oh yes. One last thing. Those looking for a house in Montclair with a quick commute and wine-making facilities in the basement should contact Lina Panza.
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Location: Montclair, NJ. An expensive, crowded, upscale brain-powered burb, a mere 12 miles outside of NYC. In other words… Not the kind of place you usually find women raising a flock of chickens.

But here we are in the backyard of Grace Chow Grund--on a perfect suburban block—amidst fourteen hens in a chicken run positioned at the far end of her flower- and vegetable-filled lot.

The question is, of course, why? Why have chickens in suburbia?
“I keep them for three reasons,” replies Grace.
“The first reason is for the eggs of course. We get 9 to 11 on a good day.”

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“The second reason is that they’re extremely funny. Whenever you’re in a bad mood, just come out here and watch them. They’re very silly--and not very smart. Our family has lots of chicken jokes.’
The third reason is my passion for sustainable living. They eat all my vegetable scraps--they eat pasta and bread and salad--everything. I make hardly any garbage. Their manure gets aged for compost and makes beautiful flowers and vegetables. We can all live peaceably in the world. You don’t need fourteen chickens to do it. We can all find a way to slow down and be mindful. The chickens do this for me.”
Grace makes it look so easy and wonderful that before I know it, I’m asking her about where I can get a chicken coop and some Blue Araucanas of my own. Oh those fresh eggs are so appealing. But wait...what about the gross parts? I had a lot of questions for Grace. Here’s my Q& A--gathered while sons number 1 and 2 (ages 7 and 12) stared enraptured at the clucking girls and begged for a flock of their own.
LS: “Do you get rats?”
GG: “Yes, of course. Rats have been on the earth longer than we have. When I have to, I use poison. That’s one nonorganic thing I do. But we also have hawks come by and help.
LS: Did you grow up doing this?
GG: It’s familiar to me. I began my life in Malaysian where lots of people have chickens.

LS: Is this legal? Do your neighbors mind?
GG: In our town, we’re allowed to keep up to 25. I’m well under the limit. As to the neighbors, we asked them first.
LS How did you get started?
GG: There was a guy I knew who had chickens and I admired them, so I started with three. Then I made a big leap and ordered 15 through the mail.
LS: How much does it cost to feed them?
GG: Probably about $50 bucks of chicken feed a month.
LS: Do you have predators?
GG: Racoons are my number-one predator. I’ve got a pesky one right now who’s determined to reduce my flock. At night, I get the girls into the coop and lock them in where they’re safe. But sometimes, when they’re still out, a raccoon will get a bird. You come out and find some feathers and maybe a few bones.”

LS: Is it gross to clean out the chicken coop?
GG: ....
LS: Are other families doing this in our town?
GG: I’d guess about ten.
LS: What does your husband think of this?
GG: He kind of lets me be. He grew up on a farm, so he sees this all differently. They’re not pets.

By the way, Grace’s commitment to sustainable living is bigger than chickens. You can often find her at her shop Terra Tea Salon and Fair Trade Eco Market “>Terra Tea Salon and Fair Trade Eco Market on Church Street in Montclair, NJ.
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I suffered a loss. Devastating. But It wasn’t the kind of loss that the world stops to acknowledge, especially if deadlines are looming, children need to be fed and cared for, and one needs to show up at one’s job. Oh, and a painting to finish, and not just any painting, but the banner painting for Jellypress. All I had so far was this oil sketch of daffodils and the pot of cooked strawberries. It was a nice sketch, but only a sketch. The plan was for Laura to come over and pose for me, so I could do an oil of her hands cutting fresh strawberries and rhubarb. Her company that night held me together - that’s what friends do for each other - but I couldn’t paint well to save my life. Mere days remained until we had to have the banner ready.
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We had also done a photo shoot in Laura’s kitchen previously that yielded this image. I painted it from the photo. We both agreed that we liked the image, but it wasn’t exactly what we wanted for Jellypress. For me, the immediacy of working from life was missing. The camera decides so much for you. I wanted to experience the image I would paint without the camera lens distancing me from it.
In the same painting, over to the right, I painted a bowl of cooked strawberries. There was also a photo with the same feeling. Despite myself, the loss was coloring everything I did. Laura and I joked that we would name the image “The Strawberries of Doom.” Even though we were kidding, we knew there was some truth in it too. Life is not always pretty or fair and we are both nourished and starved as we live and learn. In the beauty of ripe strawberries, there always exists the mud they come from, the garbage of the compost that fed them, the rot that will overtake them in time as they in turn become nourishment for new growth. I wanted all that in the painting.
Finally, alone in my kitchen, I painted this image from life. I worked without over-thinking it. Just a simple image, I thought. Fruit, cutting board, the knife left for a moment by the unseen cook. It was only later, when people mentioned the knife’s edge, so prominent in the foreground, that I realized how much of us comes out in our art without our conscious control. It’s all there.
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My mother lives in Florida now, and rarely, if ever, bakes anymore because she is busy taking care of my father who has been very ill. I miss her. I miss baking with her. Every spring, she made sponge cake with strawberries. It was a revelation. It just wasn’t spring until we had that cake, airy and bright with lemon zest, stained with strawberries in syrup and blessed with a cloud of whipped cream.
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I miss the smell of her cake in the oven, especially now that strawberries are abundant and stacked impossibly high in their supermarket plastic container towers. Back then, we got our strawberries from a “grocer” that Mom nicknamed “Gaw-jus” because he bragged about his picture-perfect produce in a heavy Bronx accent.
“I went to Gaw-jus,” she’d say, presenting me with the bags full of perfumed berries to wash and slice. “One for the cake, one for me,” I’d say as I cut them and we would giggle together over this weakness we shared, our inability to resist sneaking a little piece before the guests arrived. In my mind’s eye, I see her unguarded, pretty face nearly free of makeup. She prefers simple things. Her wedding ring is often the only piece of jewelry she wears. I remember her fingernails shining with a thin stroke of clear polish on the edge of her spatula as she stirred the egg whites into the cake batter.
“It needed trimming,” she’d say, giving me thin slices off the bottom of the warm sponge cake straight out of the pan that we ate with our fingers, taking them carefully from the knife edge.
It is always 1975 in these memories of my mother baking with me in a New Jersey kitchen wallpapered with outdated yellow and brown pop-art flowers. After all, it’s where the woman who bore me is baking — not just then, but always and forever somewhere in my center, that essential place lost to me so much of the time. And everything she tried to teach me — devotion, patience, the importance of ritual, humility — is there in that simple act of making cake from scratch.
Our sponge cake recipe is an old family recipe from Helen, my Uncle Richy’s mother. A matriarch. In our family, that means strong, compassionate, capable. And so much more. The cake is also much more than its label — usually sponge cake elicits groans in the same way that fruit cake does. None of them are considered any good. This one always gets the raves. I made it for a party recently and it was, as always, a revelation.
Grandma Helen’s Sponge Cake
9 extra large eggs, separated
1 and 1/4 cup sugar (scant cup)
grated rind and juice of medium to large lemon
scant cup all purpose unbleached white flour (Passover cake meal may be substituted)
1. Preheat oven to 340 degrees (convection) or 350 degrees for still oven.
2. Beat egg yolks on an electric mixer fitted with the whisk attachment for 10 minutes adding the sugar 1/4 cup at a time after 5 minutes. Add the rind and juice of the lemon and beat until well blended.
3.. Beat egg whites until stiff but not dry. Sift 1/3 of the cake meal or flour onto the yolk mixture. Do not mix it in. Add 1/2 the whites. Now, fold gently to just incorporated. Then add 1/3 more of the flour followed by almost the entire remaining 1/2 of the whites, leaving just a tad for the last fold. Fold gently. Add the rest of the flour and the tad more whites and fold very very gently to just incorporated. Do this quick as a bunny. A rubber spatula works best.
4. Place batter in an ungreased tube pan with a removable bottom and tube section or in a spring form. Bake for 1 hour. Check cake after 40 minutes as baking times and oven temperatures vary. Remove from oven and invert pan to let cake cool. Using a sharp thin bladed knife release cake from the sides of the pan before removing and placing on serving plate.
5. With a whisk by hand, or on an electric mixer fitted with a whisk attachment, whip heavy cream to soft peak, adding vanilla extract and confectioner’s sugar to taste after the cream has thickened slightly. Do not overbeat. Slice strawberries thinly and sprinkle them with sugar to taste, then let them sit in the refrigerator until they form their own syrup. Slice cake and serve each slice with a generous helping of strawberries in syrup and freshly whipped cream.
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